Kiraa

I was supposed to write about something else today, -futile things- but I really can’t. Don’t even know if I should really talk about it, right now, in this blog. But I feel like I’m right doing so.

A FFXI friend, Kiraa -the whole name thing is kinda ironic- died yesterday.
I know most people didn’t like him, and honestly I find them hypocrite saying NOW good stuff about him and such. Like most people do in real life. But anyway.

I liked him, one of the few people I liked most in this game. Was used to poke him sometimes randomly on msn calling him gay noob and chatting about stuff and comforting each other about the whole “staying with someone from the other side of the world” thing (He was in love with a girl of another country as well)

I do not know him irl, but still feels like I’ve lost a “regular” friend of mine, I didn’t manage to sleep till 5.30AM~ (went to sleep 1hour before, and I usually fall asleep the instant I touch my bed)

Kiraa, I’ll miss you. No matter how people saying Internet friendship is worthless, it’s totally not true. And need to stop this post, crying.